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07:33 Jan 27 2013
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Bad books are a lot like a crappy friendship. Once they reach the end you can't wait to get rid of them. Heh

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21:31 Jan 25 2013
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I need to stay out of the Liquor isle when I go shopping. I found something called KinkyLiquor. It sounds like the stuff I like called Xrated.

We'll see!

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xRobin3x
21:33 Jan 25 2013

Do be carefull with that..... lol

MoonSong
21:49 Jan 25 2013

I've seen that, but haven't tried it. Let me know how it is :)

Serenity
22:16 Jan 25 2013

let me know how it taste it sounds deliciouslysmexyhotty :p

hum is that even a possible word? heheeh

MooniePie
00:13 Jan 26 2013

It is really good. I'm drinking it straight up and I like it. It is super fruity. I bet it would be great with Squirt or something like that.

RedQueen
01:56 Jan 26 2013

Good God. Kinky Liquor and Red Bull- when you want to be sexed ALL night long.....

Isis101
03:21 Jan 26 2013

Uh oh.

Let us know how 'good' it is and how it taste...!!!

14:55 Jan 22 2013
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I still stand strongly in my convictions from the previous months.

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Bones
22:02 Jan 23 2013

And what are those? ;)

meeper
22:05 Jan 23 2013

As long as you're not standing in quick sand you should be good.

21:10 Jan 19 2013
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I know awhile ago there was that movie called Catfish that came about. I never seen it, but I've heard a lot about it. As I was browsing around online today, I came across where it said that MTV is making a Catfish t.v. Show.

How messed up is it that so many people lie about who they are that they can make a t.v. show from it. It really makes you wonder how many Catfish situations have happened here, and even other places. I know I can name a few, but I am sure there are a lot more. I am sure there are some that haven't been caught yet, or some that have been and still pretend that they haven't been.

I know there have been situations where someone has been outed and yet people still believed the story the person was telling. At that point, its kind of like 'if you are gullible to believe it, then you can handle the outcome and deserve the outcome.' Harsh, but true.

It seriously baffles me into a WTF moment.

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Nekirena
21:27 Jan 19 2013

I know of a few...

It's pretty sad.

MooniePie
21:36 Jan 19 2013

I can name 5 right off the bat that I know for sure pulled the fake person thing. Three of them I was friendly with. One didn't believe that I would pull a background check. When I did all the lies came out.

Even now when I think about it I still go WTF.

ladybriarrose
00:12 Jan 20 2013

In response to this post, I shall copy verbatim a portion of a message I wrote & sent recently:

"I do not need you to prove your gender or anything else for that matter. I may be naive in this way, but I do tend to take people at face value online. I tend to give people the benefit of doubt when it comes to the claims they make in describing who and what they are. And sometimes the deepest truths are revealed in the lies people choose to tell, but you can't get to those kind of truths until you have at least indulged in the surface lies."

Time usually reveals those who are worthy of our trust Dear Ms. MooniePie. Approach each new individual with an open mind and a bag of salt.

(substitution of the word bag instead of grain is intentional. *grins*)

MooniePie
00:36 Jan 20 2013

You are right, ladybriarrose.

I've always had trust issues, and they've just increased after a few situations I've had to deal with over the years. I've had people wiggle their way into that 'trust zone' only to disappoint me, or prove that they were false in mostly everything they said. Even after giving a person the chance to come clean, and just telling them I would had still been their friend and help them, they chose to once again shove my face in the proverbial dirt and walk on me. Now I am glad the person is out of my life because of the damage they caused. Some people are excellent actors, and know exactly what to say in order to weasel their way into that part of someone's life.

I'll try the opened mind and the bag of salt, but I'm also throwing in not to ignore the warning flags that intuition throws out. They are there for a reason. -nod- ;)

PhoenicianDream
11:03 Jan 20 2013

I saw that Catfish movie on MTV, it was long and drawn out, but interesting. That woman was batshit.

The catfish TV show is even funnier, it already airs on TV. Stupid crazy people.

I've always been the kind of person to believe it doesn't matter how much you text, or chat with someone...it's not a real relationship until they're close enough for you to punch them in the face.

RedQueen
02:31 Jan 21 2013

Been played- not a pleasant feeling- but that's what I get for buying into someone else's bullshit, without listening to the smart side of myself. But here and when drunk are the only times you can get away with that kind of bullshit- and most of the people here you will NEVER meet in person. You learn, sugar- as I'm sure you know.

meeper
22:10 Jan 23 2013

I paid my dues with sketchy people prior to my current relationship. With technology the way it is now, it seems like googling would undo most half ass fake people. I have seen the Catfish tv show on and hell even Notre Dames QB has fallen for lies. I guess it makes sense that people who make crazy lies in person would also pull stunts online.

22:35 Jan 17 2013
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I have become too unguarded, too passive and too trusting. Simply put, I've let myself become 'too nice' for social networks. I tend to forget that not everyone is honest. I've tried too hard to see the good in some people by looking past toxic behavior. By wearing blinders and just seeing the good, it has lead me into some pretty messed up situations over the years. Not everyone is perfect and nor should we be. Ours flaws are what make us who we are, however, there are flaws that are just beyond unacceptable. I would not expect someone to deal with my flaws if they didn't fit within their mind frame, so why should I be any different?

I am sick and tired of brushing things off that actually make me angry or just going 'I'll deal with it.' While I still believe that picking and choosing battles are important I am sick and tired of just brushing off all the shitty things because that is what is expected of me. I've reached my limit of bottling up what bothers me. The bottle has shattered and I am just finished with it.

I refuse to be a doormat and I refuse to let people treat me like crap and take it. I am just so over it. I've been lied to way too many times. I've been misled too many times, and I've been taken for a ride too many times. I am just so finished with it.

My mom used to tell me 'you can't save the world' and she's right I can't. People cannot be saved unless they want to be saved, people will not listen unless they want to listen, and people will not learn until they've been in the lesson/situation. So basically it boils down to this- you get what you deserve. I can't even save myself, and I refuse to try and save other people anymore. So expect a few “I told you so's' coming from my way.

It is time to go back to my reclusive ways on here and not really care one way or the other.

I have found such wonderful friends on here that I tend to think that perhaps there are a lot of other people like them, but then I realize that they are one of a kind. Basically they've spoiled me with their friendship and for that I am grateful. It's made me realize some things like I am blessed to have them in my life. Even when though there are times we go off on different paths over the years, we still are friends and that is a great thing. So for that I thank you.

Call me self righteous. Call me hypocritical. Call me pious. Call me a bitch.

Really call me whatever you want, because frankly, I don't give a damn anymore. :)

This is not towards anyone. It is a general statement. Figured I'd better write that before people decide to run.

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Morrigon
22:48 Jan 17 2013

No arguments there. But it is nice to see you online again :)

MooniePie
22:50 Jan 17 2013

You just missed touching me.. DON'T DENY IT! :P

Nekirena
23:05 Jan 17 2013

I like spoiling you.

Who else am I going to rub my thighs with? HUH?! WHO DAMN IT?!

Shit.

Was that publically written?

Hot damn... Our secret is out now.

:p

MooniePie
23:10 Jan 17 2013

I will make this public now-

It's always been you that I've loved. You were all I thought about. I denied it for so long, I just can't do it anymore. It always should have been you. YOU! Distracting myself with other things (people) never worked. I'm admitting it now.

SO let's go get naked and soapy in my new shower. ;)

Nekirena
23:14 Jan 17 2013

Even if my peen is battery operated?

MooniePie
23:15 Jan 17 2013

Two words... Wall Mount.

LORDMOGY
23:34 Jan 17 2013

*Grabs popcorn* No, no...please...continue ladies. ^_^

RedQueen
00:34 Jan 18 2013

I'm just glad you're back so that I can read entries like this and laugh myself into hysterics...lol

Oh, yeah. And I missed your no bullshit style of writing and living. It helps me sometimes when I can't remember what's what.

MooniePie
00:46 Jan 18 2013

I am in need of getting back to my 'no bullshit' policy and just not taking it. Basically I threw aside a lot of things that bothered me because I didn't want the drama, or the conflict. I just wanted a place to just be. But then I realized that it will probably never be like that unless I sacrifice my views, and I am not willing to do that anymore.

I have never been a passive, submissive female and I started to feel that way. I didn't like it at all. So times are a changing and so am I. ;)

Isis101
03:43 Jan 18 2013

I've noticed that if I feel really uneasy in a compromise, the relationship - in whatever form - isn't going to work.

I'm glad that you've decided to stay true to yourself.

Now...when can we see your dynamic ass back on cam?

TheHumanCondition
03:48 Jan 18 2013

If I may (and even if you say no) I want in on that deadly, sexual, wall mount attraction. I have a few tricks I bet you've never seen before.

;)

I suddenly have a massive craving for moonpies dipped in strawberries...

Vampirewitch39
21:06 Jan 18 2013

Yeah! The Moonie is back, kicking asses and telling ya to fuck off. Go Bunnie! Go Go GO!

Wait- new shower? Isn't it bad that is the one thing that stands out for me? lol

Nekirena
21:46 Jan 18 2013

She said wall mount!

I'm excited now!!!